Now that I am (I think) in much danger of ceasing to believe in God. The real danger is of coming to believe such dreadful things about Him. The conclusion I dread is not “So there’s no God after all,” but, “So this is what God’s really like. Deceive yourself no longer.”

This quote is from A Grief Observed by C S Lewis, one of my all time favorites. In the past 4 months, I have read this book at least 3 times.

My faith in a sovereign God is the cornerstone of my life. I have build my spiritual foundation on this rock. Even when the path of life was dreary and trying, I kept my faith.

But at this  juncture of my  life, I am like the flower that is waiting for her turn to wither.

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